February 2012
unknown-one:
I feel so out of it today.
You know those moments where you just cry in silence. It’s dark. It’s cold. Doing your best to hold everything in, but finally you’ve broken down. It feels as if your whole body is dissolving. Your bones are cracking. Your mind has collapsed and your heart has shattered.
That’s how I feel, and I havent felt this way in a long time.
I’ve never been this emotionally unstable in my life. I’ve been trying so hard to stay strong.
But I don’t think I can anymore. It just isn’t possible.
I’m slowly preparing myself for the most tiresome weeks that are coming my way:
iAM practices Monday-Friday, SDM project Sundays, Mondays, and Fridays, and the other project I just got invited to holds practices on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays as well.. Not to mention that I have dance company every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday during school too. Luckily, none of the times clash...
I have the deepest affection for intellectual conversations. The ability to just...
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Anonymous asked: when you got your hair cut what did you ask for and what picture did you take with you?
Anonymous asked: how do you lose thick thighs?
I’ve been so distracted as of late. Something’s missing.
cellyweeezy asked: I used to have my hair almost like yours. Like one side is longer than the other, but mine wasnt shaved or i mean, cut really short. And when i grew it out a bit, i decided to have them equal. But now i saw your pictures and made me wanna go back to the uneven cut D: i love it! Problem is, idk how its gonna be when its grows out in the future :<, help?
Anonymous asked: 1, 5, 24, 30
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Anonymous asked: sex life?
Anonymous asked: how is your relationship with your bf?
Our choreo project! Gave up near the end and stopped going full out hahahah. Hope you enjoy it anyways~
Everyone has a corrupt side to them.
Those moments when you’re surrounded by so many acquaintances, and everyone’s having fun. Then you suddenly realize although you can group hop all you want, there still isn’t anyone you can actually call your friend.
Regarding the post my boyfriend wrote:
I just saw it right now actually. But for clarification- I’m sorry if it seems like I’m asking for too much. It took me a while to understand too, but once you start driving you soon realize just how precious gas is. Especially since I’m not even supposed to be driving around, let alone other people. Although my parents pay for my gas, they’re only paying for what gets me...
Janelle's boyfriend here (revised)
So for anybody Janelle drives around, please be courteous enough to give her gas money. You know how much that shit costs, and you think a few bucks is gonna cut it? Nah, that’s fucking disrespectful. Respect what she’s doing for you, take into consideration how she feels and where she wants to go, plus the money she has to burn just to fill up her tank. What she’s doing is a...
vickstahs-:
I’m starving for something, but it’s not food.
I can’t quite put my finger on it. Something’s missing and I don’t know what.
I need a friend who’ll understand me without having me to reveal too much at all.
Is that too much to ask for?
Anonymous asked: didn't you get your license like.. recently? and your parents let you drive that far?! jealous!
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Anonymous asked: If you like a guy would you tell him or would you just wait to see what happen?
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Kissing my boyfriend is gross
Anonymous asked: janelle, what would you do if you liked a guy, but he doesn't like you back? but he does really know anything about you, except for the negative things he heard from people & the way you look?
arthurjames:
I found it better to just shut up about my problems and pretend every things okay.
That way, no one asks, no one knows, and soon, the problem will be gone.